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Four Things Our Dads Taught Us

June 17, 2018 by Paul Van Heest 6 Comments

Lisa and I were blessed with amazing dads. This Father’s Day, I’d like to share some things we learned from Paul Van Heest, Sr. and Anthony Lobaito that influenced our life together.

  1. Put Family First – Both directed their big hearts at their families, and from the beginning both were enchanted with Gabriella. We remember Lisa’s father crawling on the floor to get alongside her, even though his knees punished him when he got up. My dad took lots of video with the camcorder he hefted on his shoulder. Both tried to treat her no differently than their other grandchildren, but each recognized her for the special person she was. Although her emerging condition was a lot for them to comprehend, they always showed empathy and encouraged us, her parents, despite their own anguish.

When we were kids, it was important to our fathers to spend time with us, playing, joking, sharing lessons. They were capable of great sacrifices for their families. Lisa’s dad worked two jobs for much of his adult life. And when my brother got engaged to a young lady from Kirghizstan, Dad taught himself Russian to help her feel more welcome when she arrived in the United States. Both formed superb teams with our moms, modeling the marriage we aspired to – unified, supportive, loving – and which became a foundation for the partnership we’ve depended on when faced with our own challenges.

  1. Make Character a Priority – Lisa’s father had a keen sense of direction, but we used to joke that my dad could get lost pulling out of the driveway. Both men, however, had excellent moral compasses. Many times, I’ve asked myself what my father would have thought or done, in making my own decisions, and it’s always served me well.

Both fathers were well-intentioned and respected those they met as if they were, too. When things go wrong, it’s natural to blame others, but I try to apply their lesson and assume people are acting with the right motivations. When I was younger, I had grand ambitions, not least for the books I would write. The humility I saw in both men led me to accept when life events shifted my priorities and deferred my dreams of authorship.

Lisa’s dad was sensitive and cried easily. As readers of this blog know well, I allow my emotions to show much more in the past twenty-three than I did before Gabriella was born, and I got more comfortable doing so in watching him.

  1. Make the Most of Life (including Retirement) – We visited both of our dads this weekend at the mausoleum ten minutes from our house. Both died in their seventies, far too young. Some lessons come only in retrospect.

My father retired at 55, with a long list of things he wanted to do with his new freedom. He and Mom did a great deal of traveling that first decade, but he finished most of the others within a shorter time than he expected. In his late sixties, he developed Alzheimer’s, which plagued him for seven years before he passed away. Lisa’s dad suffered a mugging in New York City that stunted and ultimately cut short his working years, and he too spent his later life with less to do than he would have liked.

As I’ve transitioned into my own early retirement, I recognize the need to ‘retire to’ something. Writing and blogging allow me to pursue a lifelong dream, and together with teaming with Lisa to care for Gabriella, offer richness and fulfillment.

  1. Think Well Ahead – My father was an accomplished planner. One of our close friends always called him his hero for the way he prepared his financial future. His ability to retire young from a middle-class job resulted from decades of planning, investing as much as he could for his retirement and spending the time to ensure Mom would be provided of. His long-term care insurance helped when his Alzheimer’s worsened, while still protecting her interests.

With Gabriella, planning has always been a focus for us. When she turned 18, she became a legal adult and we had to apply for guardianship. It was critical to understand the nuances for qualifying for SSI and Medicaid, and we established a special needs trust.

Even though they’re gone, our dads left a lifetime of memories and a legacy of lessons on how to excel as a father. Today on Father’s Day, I honor them.

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Why I Feel Special on Father’s Day

June 18, 2017 by Paul Van Heest No Comments

Today is Father’s Day. From that first June after Gabriella’s birth, it’s been a day I’ve cherished.

In 1997, it came as a relief to have exceeded six months and still have our daughter with us. By the second Father’s Day, we had bypassed a year and had begun to put the prophecy of the diagnosis behind us. And the third third-Sunday-in-June brought a new blessing, celebrating our “normal” son as well as our “unique” daughter.

Those early Father’s Days were three-generation affairs, but far too soon we lost Lisa’s father, and then we lost mine after a seven-year battle with Alzheimer’s. Both were ideal role models, not only devoted fathers but humble, generous men.

I think what I love most about Father’s Day is that I get to experience it with my two so-different children. It’s a time to celebrate their differences and what that means for my life as a dad: the writing prizes and the midnight diaper changes, settling him into his new college apartment and hunting for her new bath chair, Skyping while he is studying abroad and walking her around to keep her calm in the doctor’s office, hearing about his day at his internship and reading about hers at her day program.

I get to share postmodern literature with Alexander and Sandra Boynton board books with Gabriella, watch Saturday Night Live sketches with my son and Sesame Street segments with my daughter.

We celebrated graduations with our son at every step along the educational spectrum, and a single big event for our daughter when she aged out of Lakeview School. Sometimes we push him to say a little more; sometimes we plead with her to whinge a little less.

One thing I frequently have to re-learn is balance. That means not smothering him while always snuggling her, but not neglecting him in the wake of all we need to do for her. It means giving him enough attention when she’s demanding our full focus, and it means challenging her enough while giving him the space he needs.

When I was younger, I looked forward to being a father. I could never have foreseen the altitude of the joys or the depths of the terrors.

Today is a day to reminisce and to anticipate. Alexander won’t be up until late morning and will need some time (and coffee) to shake off the night. Gabriella was up before we were, and she greeted our arrival downstairs with her usual clicks and delight.

Ours is a different sort of family, blessed with riches and constrained by limitations. Perhaps the best part is having a partner to share the whole crazy tangle of our life. While I couldn’t be a father without these two amazing kids, I also couldn’t be their Dad without their incredible Mom.

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